Why cant I find a nice guy that actually wants to get know me instead of just talking about sex. And why am I so afraid of asking the tough questions? :( I hate this.
Today I went on a date with this guy I’ve been chatting online with. He was nice and sweet and we had lunch. Then we went to the park and I finally got my first kiss lol then went to my car and made out and other things.
The thing I thought was great was that I had my tummy covered but he liked touching it. Goes to show that you don’t have to be a certain size to have someone like your body. And I really hate my tummy since its big but yeah I liked how he was caressing it lol
Today I was asked if I was a lesbian at work. There is nothing wrong with being a lesbian but the fact is that I am not a lesbian but the way I was asked was just so humiliating and in front of everyone in my office and only because I was saying how gays can get married in some states in the USA. Just because I know my shit on gay rights doesn’t mean I am one and it just means they are culture-ly stupid and don’t know anything since they are ignorant pieces of shits.
Seriously, I couldn’t have guessed my work place could get any worse but I was wrong. I am so ready to move on and never go there but I need a new job before I can resign :(
I’m about to enrol in my Agents Representative Course. I’m so nervous and scared but I know I have to do it so I can have a proper career.
So scary but I’m so sick of listening to my homophobic, sexist, asshole of a supervisor at work while getting paid minimal wage. Seriously, its time to move on but my parents wont let me quit unless I have another job…
Ok it’s my choice of I want to quit or not but I have bills to pay etc so I need the money!
1. Just because I’m a fat girl doesn’t mean I will automatically be thrilled with any little bit of attention thrown my way.
2. Just because I’m a fat girl doesn’t mean I will be super duper excited that you’ve taken time out of your busy busy busy day to speak to me.
3. Just because I’m a fat girl doesn’t mean I will sleep with any desperado that asks. Just because you’re attracted to me doesn’t mean i’m attracted to you. Soz.