I really liked him. I wanted to be with him despite his flaws. I fell for him.
It’s over now anyway, he sent me an email that he wont contact me again.
Hi Anon, I think its because he has been the only guy who has ever said I was beautiful and likes my body the way it is. I’m afraid that I will never meet anyone else like that. And I can talk to him about anything.
I know I shouldn’t even think about him since he is a massive dick, cheats on his girlfriends, has string me along/cancels on me when we are suppose to meet and actually has said to me that we could never work as a couple. I still think I can change him.
It’s so sad/pathetic and I have stopped emailing him and he is moving to Perth now so there’s no point any more anyway.
I’m so over being lonely and pinning for a pathetic loser. I’m not going to email him any more.
I really think I’m never going to meet anyone. All the decent guys are taken and I don’t go for attached/married guys due to my morals.
I don’t think there is a someone out there that I will ever connect with. It takes months for me to open up to people, no guy will have that sort of patients with me.
Also I can’t wait till I’m better (I have a cough and cold) so I can get back to the gym.